When Dreaming Ends...

"Where would we be without dreaming?
Dreaming is an escape into a world too good to be true. It’s a fairytale perfect ending every time. It’s a realm of the unknown where you desire to know more…
Dreams are a ring of light that you step into out of the darkness…
It seems like you can just dream away all of your problems….or life in general.
Dreaming makes it seem like you can just take the worst kind of pain and turn it into the best kind of happiness just by closing your eyes and wishing it away…
But what happens when you can’t just dream away your pain…?
When you can’t dream away your guilt…your worry…and anger?
What happens when even dreaming is so far out of reach…that you can’t find it?
What happens when you lose it…like you have lost yourself…
What happens when dreaming ends….?
And we are left to face the world… as it REALLY is…" -me

I was lying in bed and I just had an inspiration. So I got up and wrote it down ...then came here to share...Don't really know where it came from....but it is definitely something to think about isn't it???

Superrr Duperrr happyyy

The Missinator is returning home tomorrow after two months. I have missed her dearly.I also stood in line for an hour and a half (at midnight) to get my copy of Breaking Dawn. My friend "boo boo whip" came with and we didn't go to sleep till somewhere around 7 am. I think ima little too obsessed. That is okay though I suppose. Everyone dreams about "prince charming" at least once in their lifetime. I just so happen to dream about a Vampire named Edward Cullen...

And it truly breaks my heart....because he does not exist....

A little over dramatic...I know. But I'm seriously NOT lying