It's my birthday...

And I refuse to cry this year. The past couple of birthdays haven't been the best...but I am determined to make this one amazing. I am 16 today at 10:10 and I couldn't be happier.

Last nights half time performance was pretty dang awesome...I didn't mess up. A couple of my tosses didn't land the way I wanted them to...but I caught them so it's ok.

Well, Meg and Beth are home for the weekend so Ima go hang out with my sisters. Talk to you kids later...

-Bailey

Sick and NERVOUS!!

I am at home today due to illness. lol. and I am teaching tomorrow night at church and I am very very nervous. So I hope that I will be in your prayers.

Thanks

-Bailey

Alright guys...

Yes. I was angry on that particular day. But I am fine now...

My sister is leaving tomorrow and I am quite sad about it. I'm going to be ever so lonely...but anyway... But pray for us and her and everyone...I'll need it for awhile....I feel like the loneliness is going to be overwhelming...

Sick of this...

I'm so sick of this. Ever so tired and through with it all.

GREAT NEWS!!!

The drama is tomorrow. I am super excited but I am also very nervous. Friends and family will be there..*sigh* but I know that I am doing this for God...So it is all good. The next week is going to be extremely hectic....with practices all over the place and performances too.

GREAT NEWS::
I found out recently that the college I wanna go to offers a scholarship that pays for half of my tuition if I study what I wanna study. It is a christian college and one of my best friends grandparents live there. Just recently (and just for your info... I have only met them once and spent a few days there) they bought a new house...three stories. The bottom floor is kinda like an apartment. There is a bathroom and a kitchen and one HUGE room and they offered us the whole floor... to live and eat there for free. She also said that if for some reason we couldn't have that floor there are two bedrooms and a bathroom on the very top floor and between the bottom floor and the top we could definately have one of the two!!! Amazing??? I think so. God just keeps working and showing...and for that I am grateful.

So....

I am so so excited you guys!!!! AHHHH I can't wait!!!! The lesson is so so amazing...I seriously CANNOT wait. Love you kids.

-Bailey

Welp....

My lesson is coming along quite nicely. I am really excited about what God is going to do with my testimony and with this lesson. I think that what I have to say can relate to a lot of youth. I can't wait to share this with them. I still have a long way to go, but I think this is going to be good.

BTW::

Have any ideas of how to get rid of someone....nicely....that you DON'T want to talk to ....EVER???

*sigh* I just got through crying my eyes out..."sexy" left for college today...six hours away. She is basically my sister. I have known her since I was four years old and I am devastatingly sad that she is now gone...But it will be okay.

Moving along

The drama is coming along nicely as well... Can't wait to share it with the church fam.

finally

I am getting close to finishing my book...my 742 page book. lol. Don't have much time to read most days cause of school. UGHH...but it is pretty interesting....kinda intense...

BYE YOU KIDS

That's about it. Thanks for reading...

Love you kids.

-Bailey

When Dreaming Ends...

"Where would we be without dreaming?
Dreaming is an escape into a world too good to be true. It’s a fairytale perfect ending every time. It’s a realm of the unknown where you desire to know more…
Dreams are a ring of light that you step into out of the darkness…
It seems like you can just dream away all of your problems….or life in general.
Dreaming makes it seem like you can just take the worst kind of pain and turn it into the best kind of happiness just by closing your eyes and wishing it away…
But what happens when you can’t just dream away your pain…?
When you can’t dream away your guilt…your worry…and anger?
What happens when even dreaming is so far out of reach…that you can’t find it?
What happens when you lose it…like you have lost yourself…
What happens when dreaming ends….?
And we are left to face the world… as it REALLY is…" -me

I was lying in bed and I just had an inspiration. So I got up and wrote it down ...then came here to share...Don't really know where it came from....but it is definitely something to think about isn't it???

Superrr Duperrr happyyy

The Missinator is returning home tomorrow after two months. I have missed her dearly.I also stood in line for an hour and a half (at midnight) to get my copy of Breaking Dawn. My friend "boo boo whip" came with and we didn't go to sleep till somewhere around 7 am. I think ima little too obsessed. That is okay though I suppose. Everyone dreams about "prince charming" at least once in their lifetime. I just so happen to dream about a Vampire named Edward Cullen...

And it truly breaks my heart....because he does not exist....

A little over dramatic...I know. But I'm seriously NOT lying