Wonder of it all...

I haven't been here in awhile.

God has made it UNBELIEVABLY evident. Everything. What he wants for my life and how he wants me to serve him. I mentioned evangelism earlier in my blogs as a maybe, and now it is a definitely...I think. I am almost positive.

I taught my lesson two weeks ago and God used me to lead 4 people to him. I stood in awe. I had no idea why me???

Why me? Is all I could ask. Why me? How?

And he said "cause" lol

I know that he has a plan for my life and I have no idea why. I sat in the car on Sunday after one of the girls decided to follow in baptism and I just fought back tears. The thought of everything scares me, but I can't turn away from it. I am scared to leave my family for other countries, and it scares me to think of the possibility that I won't be able to start my own. I want children and a husband one day. Although I know that he will make a way for me. Without a doubt. And I know that he is calling me into the ministry. He is calling me into evangelism and mission work.

I have surrendered. It's all with him. His dreams for my life, whether I like it right now or not, are more important that mine. Cause I am not living for me. I am living for him.

-Bailey

It's my birthday...

And I refuse to cry this year. The past couple of birthdays haven't been the best...but I am determined to make this one amazing. I am 16 today at 10:10 and I couldn't be happier.

Last nights half time performance was pretty dang awesome...I didn't mess up. A couple of my tosses didn't land the way I wanted them to...but I caught them so it's ok.

Well, Meg and Beth are home for the weekend so Ima go hang out with my sisters. Talk to you kids later...

-Bailey

Sick and NERVOUS!!

I am at home today due to illness. lol. and I am teaching tomorrow night at church and I am very very nervous. So I hope that I will be in your prayers.

Thanks

-Bailey

Alright guys...

Yes. I was angry on that particular day. But I am fine now...

My sister is leaving tomorrow and I am quite sad about it. I'm going to be ever so lonely...but anyway... But pray for us and her and everyone...I'll need it for awhile....I feel like the loneliness is going to be overwhelming...

Sick of this...

I'm so sick of this. Ever so tired and through with it all.

GREAT NEWS!!!

The drama is tomorrow. I am super excited but I am also very nervous. Friends and family will be there..*sigh* but I know that I am doing this for God...So it is all good. The next week is going to be extremely hectic....with practices all over the place and performances too.

GREAT NEWS::
I found out recently that the college I wanna go to offers a scholarship that pays for half of my tuition if I study what I wanna study. It is a christian college and one of my best friends grandparents live there. Just recently (and just for your info... I have only met them once and spent a few days there) they bought a new house...three stories. The bottom floor is kinda like an apartment. There is a bathroom and a kitchen and one HUGE room and they offered us the whole floor... to live and eat there for free. She also said that if for some reason we couldn't have that floor there are two bedrooms and a bathroom on the very top floor and between the bottom floor and the top we could definately have one of the two!!! Amazing??? I think so. God just keeps working and showing...and for that I am grateful.

So....

I am so so excited you guys!!!! AHHHH I can't wait!!!! The lesson is so so amazing...I seriously CANNOT wait. Love you kids.

-Bailey