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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

I'm Done

I'm done with this. I'm done with people and trying to overcome their stupidity. Thanks to them I now regret the best decision of my life. I'm done fighting it. It's over...because I let the world win. I'm done with trying to fight it because it surely is not letting me win...so congratulations....
I'm finished.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Please Pray...

So recently I have been falling back into the world and I can't seem to find who I was before. I need prayer. I keep trying to be who God wants me to be but Satan keeps pulling me away....
Pray...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

My life these days...

Welp...I suppose it consists of nothing more than twirling a flag and listening to drama. CALL ME!!! You know who you are.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Today....

the first day of Guard camp....and it was terrible but awesome at the same time. Our routine is amazingly great!!! I can't wait for the first game!!! All the stuff we are learning is completely new though and we are going to have to work very very hard to get it perfect by mid-August!!!

Monday, July 14, 2008

HILARIOUS!!

So for a whole week I felt as if I should tell this boy that I liked him.
Funny #1: I would never WANT to do that.
The only problem was...he has a girlfriend. So Thursday night the two of us talked (the boy and myself) and he gave some great advice. He told me to stop running away from whatever the situation was and just face it. Well, that was when I thought "hm..." So the following day him and some friends went to a late movie so I knew he would be out till at least midnight. I began praying and asked God what I should do because I really felt like I should tell him. So I said "Lord if this is what you want give me the strength to send the first message...."
Funny #2: He did
So I asked the boy "Do you remember when you told me to face the situation no matter what it was?" I sent this message at about 11:45 and then told God "If he doesn't reply before midnight...I'm not going to do it. This can be your sign." I called Macdaddy because I was nervous and told him about everything. The thing about "before midnight" and everything else. The minutes flew by and the clock reached 11:58. So I told Jacob that I wasn't going to do it and he said "It's not midnight yet". (This was me NOT wanting to)
Funny #3: suddenly...right then...I heard a beep. The beep my phone makes when I am on the phone letting me know I have received a message. I looked at the clock on my phone and it was 11:59 and I had received a message from him that said Yes to the question had asked
Jacob started cracking up and I was like "11:59??" So then I chickened out and tried to send him a message that said "Never mind," and while Jacob yelled at me for that I heard another beep.
Funny #4: My phone said..."Message unable to send."
So I had two options... don't reply at all...or do what God says...
Let me tell you a little something... Don't underestimate God. Because that HAD to be him.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

God is Amazing

Mrs. BR is gonna be real mad at me, but I finally did something that i knew I should do all along. I'll tell the story after I tell it at reunion group on Monday!!!
Love you guys!! Pray for me....
I'll need it!!

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Lyrics

These are some lyrics that a friend of mine showed me. It tells how God is the only relationship that you need to seek. I thought it was a good subject...especially this day in age. Girls who grow up without a loving father tend to go searching for love in all the wrong places... they turn to bad influences and sex just to feel loved. All they need to do is turn to God and they will find all the love that they need. Kay and I have started a skit to it, and through this also God has shown me even more concerning what I feel he is calling me to do. I know that I need to be a missionary and i also feel that he is calling me to be a youth minister, and do these dramas and skits for real. It's amazing what God can show you.
Here are the lyrics...
She grabbed her coat
Walked out the door
She said I won't take this no more
She left the only home she knew
Left searching for that something true
She'd never known love to be pure
That's why she's always looking for more
Tonight's your night
I'm not going to fight
This feeling any longer
She's all alone
Left out in the cold
Nowhere to turn she's helpless
Well You found her there
Answered her prayer
You'd always fill that hole she felt
She'd never known a love like Yours
A love that would give its life for hers
Tonight's your night
I'm not going to fight
This feeling any longer
Tonight's your night
I'm not going to fight
This feeling any longer
We're all just like that
No use in hiding
Any longer
Tonight's your night
I'm not going to fight
This feeling any longer