just so you know....

Everyone has a has a fantasy. And mine is to love like Edward and Bella....whose love was "Enough for Forever."

:)lesson

I am totally teaching in two weeks. I can't wait. I think that my personal experiences make good lessons, and this time I am teaching on finding God and listening to him even when you feel like there is nothing left to live for. I think that this is a good topic. Lately I have had such mixed feelings about life and I have been going through it without God. It has been miserable. Sometimes I'm thinking "hurry up God i'm done here," and others I'm thinking "well, maybe not." the thing is.....I'm not. God has a plan for my life that he has made clear...so clear that I just can't deny it...and I know that I can't do this without him. I'm terrified. I know that where he wants me is anywhere and everywhere. That involves me leaving people and things that I love....like the place I grew up, and the people that helped me get where I am today. That scares me, but I have to listen. I want to help people and I want to teach people about the one God that has made me the person I am today.

Trying...

I am trying to not let this get to me....

People are so cruel sometimes with absolutely no right. It's funny how things you know aren't true....still get to you just because someone else said it.

I try not to let the world and the people in it get to me....but they do.

Pray for me...please.

-Bailey

LISTEN!!!

to all of my songs.

I believe...

You hold my every moment

You calm my raging seas

You walk with me through fire

And heal all my disease

I trust in You

I trust in You

I believe You're my Healer

I believe You are all I need

I believe You're my Portion

I believe You're more than enough for me

Jesus You're all I need

Nothing is impossible for You

Nothing is impossible for You

Nothing is impossible for You

You hold my world in Your hands

Greatest Friend Ever...

It was on my mind tonight that I have the bestest friends ever. The other night I was really upset and my bestie (ole--left) played with my hair while I layed across her and cried. When you stop to think about the things God has placed in your life...it is simply amazing. She has been there for me even when I was stupid and wasn't there for her. She is simply amazing and I don't know what I would do without her.

**MY POINT**

Don't overlook what God has given you...little or big. And always be thankful for the blessings he places in your life

LOVE YOU OLE!!!

-Bailey

Leaving it to him...

God has put me in a situation where I have to trust him. It's hard, but he has shown me that what I want is also what he wants just not for this moment. It's hard for me because I am very impatient, but I know that being patient could pay off in the long run. So I'm going to live my life happily and wait.

Also I think that I am teaching the youth again soon and am torn between subjects so please pray that God show me the right lesson to teach.

Also pray for me as I make the decision to give next summer up with my friends and family to be a summer missionary far from home.

I hope that I will be in your prayers

-love you guys,

Bailey