When Dreaming Ends...

"Where would we be without dreaming?
Dreaming is an escape into a world too good to be true. It’s a fairytale perfect ending every time. It’s a realm of the unknown where you desire to know more…
Dreams are a ring of light that you step into out of the darkness…
It seems like you can just dream away all of your problems….or life in general.
Dreaming makes it seem like you can just take the worst kind of pain and turn it into the best kind of happiness just by closing your eyes and wishing it away…
But what happens when you can’t just dream away your pain…?
When you can’t dream away your guilt…your worry…and anger?
What happens when even dreaming is so far out of reach…that you can’t find it?
What happens when you lose it…like you have lost yourself…
What happens when dreaming ends….?
And we are left to face the world… as it REALLY is…" -me

I was lying in bed and I just had an inspiration. So I got up and wrote it down ...then came here to share...Don't really know where it came from....but it is definitely something to think about isn't it???

Superrr Duperrr happyyy

The Missinator is returning home tomorrow after two months. I have missed her dearly.I also stood in line for an hour and a half (at midnight) to get my copy of Breaking Dawn. My friend "boo boo whip" came with and we didn't go to sleep till somewhere around 7 am. I think ima little too obsessed. That is okay though I suppose. Everyone dreams about "prince charming" at least once in their lifetime. I just so happen to dream about a Vampire named Edward Cullen...

And it truly breaks my heart....because he does not exist....

A little over dramatic...I know. But I'm seriously NOT lying

Story???

I think so. I was just inspired so so much. I love to write. Bet you didn't know that....

I'm excited about this one....

Super Dumb??

No, I did not write the song underneath for a friend of mine who was wondering. I have decided that it is SUPER DUMB to give up...the past few days have just not been good. I found out some news that threw me for a loop. It's just so hard to keep faith in Christ when it seems like absolutely nothing good is happening. Life is just like that I suppose......

I asked Youth Pastor recently if I could teach a lesson at Youth in a couple of weeks and he said that I could. I think that I could really reach some people with this lesson that I am working on. So please pray. Pray that God will give me the words and the wisdom. And that something that comes out of my mouth will reach out to someone listening and that EVERY single word glorifies him.

Love Much

-Bailey

courage is

Take all my viscous words and turn them into something good

Take all my preconceptions and let the truth be understood

Take all my prized possessions and leave only what I need

Take all my pieces of doubt and let me be what's underneath

Courage is when you're afraid but you keep on moving anyway

Courage is when you're in pain but you keep on living anyway

We all have excuses why living in fear something in us dies

Like a bird with broken wings, its not how high he flies but the song he sings

Courage is when you're afraid but you keep on moving anyway

Courage is when you're in pain but you keep on living anyway keep on living anyway keep on living anyway

It's not how many times you've been knocked down

It's how many times you get back up

Courage is when you've lost your way but you find your strength anyway

Courage is when you're afraid

Courage is when it all seems grey

Courage is when you make a change and you keep on living anyway

You keep on moving anyway

You keep on giving anyway

You keep on loving anyway

I'm Done

I'm done with this. I'm done with people and trying to overcome their stupidity. Thanks to them I now regret the best decision of my life. I'm done fighting it. It's over...because I let the world win. I'm done with trying to fight it because it surely is not letting me win...so congratulations....

I'm finished.

Please Pray...

So recently I have been falling back into the world and I can't seem to find who I was before. I need prayer. I keep trying to be who God wants me to be but Satan keeps pulling me away....

Pray...