Greatest Friend Ever...

It was on my mind tonight that I have the bestest friends ever. The other night I was really upset and my bestie (ole--left) played with my hair while I layed across her and cried. When you stop to think about the things God has placed in your life...it is simply amazing. She has been there for me even when I was stupid and wasn't there for her. She is simply amazing and I don't know what I would do without her.

**MY POINT**

Don't overlook what God has given you...little or big. And always be thankful for the blessings he places in your life

LOVE YOU OLE!!!

-Bailey

Leaving it to him...

God has put me in a situation where I have to trust him. It's hard, but he has shown me that what I want is also what he wants just not for this moment. It's hard for me because I am very impatient, but I know that being patient could pay off in the long run. So I'm going to live my life happily and wait.

Also I think that I am teaching the youth again soon and am torn between subjects so please pray that God show me the right lesson to teach.

Also pray for me as I make the decision to give next summer up with my friends and family to be a summer missionary far from home.

I hope that I will be in your prayers

-love you guys,

Bailey

Happiness...

God has layed out everything for me because I have chosen to let him do what he wants for my life. Everything I need and even things I want have fallen into place because he has allowed them to and I have allowed him to take control of my life.

Wonder of it all...

I haven't been here in awhile.

God has made it UNBELIEVABLY evident. Everything. What he wants for my life and how he wants me to serve him. I mentioned evangelism earlier in my blogs as a maybe, and now it is a definitely...I think. I am almost positive.

I taught my lesson two weeks ago and God used me to lead 4 people to him. I stood in awe. I had no idea why me???

Why me? Is all I could ask. Why me? How?

And he said "cause" lol

I know that he has a plan for my life and I have no idea why. I sat in the car on Sunday after one of the girls decided to follow in baptism and I just fought back tears. The thought of everything scares me, but I can't turn away from it. I am scared to leave my family for other countries, and it scares me to think of the possibility that I won't be able to start my own. I want children and a husband one day. Although I know that he will make a way for me. Without a doubt. And I know that he is calling me into the ministry. He is calling me into evangelism and mission work.

I have surrendered. It's all with him. His dreams for my life, whether I like it right now or not, are more important that mine. Cause I am not living for me. I am living for him.

-Bailey

It's my birthday...

And I refuse to cry this year. The past couple of birthdays haven't been the best...but I am determined to make this one amazing. I am 16 today at 10:10 and I couldn't be happier.

Last nights half time performance was pretty dang awesome...I didn't mess up. A couple of my tosses didn't land the way I wanted them to...but I caught them so it's ok.

Well, Meg and Beth are home for the weekend so Ima go hang out with my sisters. Talk to you kids later...

-Bailey

Sick and NERVOUS!!

I am at home today due to illness. lol. and I am teaching tomorrow night at church and I am very very nervous. So I hope that I will be in your prayers.

Thanks

-Bailey

Alright guys...

Yes. I was angry on that particular day. But I am fine now...

My sister is leaving tomorrow and I am quite sad about it. I'm going to be ever so lonely...but anyway... But pray for us and her and everyone...I'll need it for awhile....I feel like the loneliness is going to be overwhelming...