NEW BLOG

Heyyy guys! I have a new blog for my fashion sketches. The url is beeccentric-baylynn.blogspot.com. You should check it out. Im trying to post a sketch per day:)

That's life for ya!

Sometimes things don't turn out the way we want...and we don't get the "happily ever after" we want. But if there is one thing I have learned... is that maybe I can't have what I want right now... but soon enough God is gonna give me something 1197490857298 times better. Although the person I want wants someone else... I know that my special moment with that one special someone is waiting somewhere for me, and one day when I least expect it... Im going to turn around and run right into it. And all this time that I've waited and have yet to wait...is going to seem like nothing. Because it will be forever...Which is exactly what I am looking for.

All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus!

hahaha

" I'm like the ringleader

I call the shots

I'm like a fire cracker

I make it hot

when I put on a show

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins

spotlight on me and I'm ready to break

I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage

better be ready, hope that ya feel the same"

I love Britney sometimes. hehehe

-Bailey

Then come find me....

Come find me....

"Find out who you are. Find your place in this big world and let the world see who you've become and everything you have to offer. Search until you find the end of the rainbow...and the pot of gold. Find the brightest star in the sky... and let it guide you. Pursue the one thing you can't live without. Look for love. Experience everyone...let the world see your face because it deserves to know YOU! And after that...if you still love me...if I'M the one thing you can't live without...come find me.

Now go... the long road ahead awaits you. And the only way to know what the destination at the end is....to find it. Maybe I'll be there."

This isn't based off anything in my life. I just wrote it to go with my blog. To tell a story.

-Bailey

AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!

Future wedding dress:)

Anyhoo...my songs are amazing and so is my last blog post. You should check them out:)

Love you Kool Kats:)

-Bailey

My new obsession....(history)

"Brother against Brother"

"Men fall....They are bleeding, torn, and mangled....The trees are splintered, crushed, and broken, as if smitten by thunderbolts....There is smoke, dust, wild talking, shouting; hissings, howlings, explosions. It is a new, strange, unanticipated experience to the soldiers of both armies, far different from what they thought it would be."

-quoted in Voices of the Civil War

Chemistry?

I think these two are amazing.... and have amazing chemistry.

I'm jealous.

When what you want...means constantly risking your life...

I have recently decided to go into the United States Coast Guard...and until I am of age I will hopefully be training non-stop on my own so that I am more qualified to be a rescue swimmer at least by age 24. I hope to attend the one of the USCG academies when I graduate from high school. After that I hope to successfully pass the hard core training for Rescue Swimming. I feel like God has really shown me something by giving me a desire and determination to do this that I have never felt before about doing anything else. I've never been a "military bound" girl (or so I thought)...but He has really taken me out of my comfort zone. I hope that I will be in your prayers as I plan to train for a very risky job. I know that I will be praying a lot and making sure that this REALLY is my calling like I think it may be. Thank you...

-Bailey

Inspiration...

Hmmm....

"Can you lose everything, you ever had planned?

Can you sit down again, and play another hand?"

-Bailey

Can I Have This Dance?...

[Gabriella]

Take my hand, take a breath

Pull me close and take one step

Keep your eyes locked on mine,

And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)

We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing)

wherever we go next

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

[Troy]

Take my hand,

I'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to fall

You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)

'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance[Gabriella And Troy]

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide

'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour

What we have is worth fighting for

You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

:)

My songs...
are amazing...


I discovered new people...:)

Johnny & June

June Carter: We've got these people all revved up, John. Now c'mon, let's sing Jackson for 'em.

Johnny Cash: You've got me all revved up. Now I've asked you forty different ways and it's time you come up with a fresh answer.

June Carter: Please sing.

Johnny Cash: I'm asking you to marry me. I love you, June. Now I know I said and done a lotta things, that I hurt you, but I promise, I'll never do that again. I only want to take care of you. I will not leave you like that dutch boy with your finger in the dam.

Johnny Cash: You're my best friend. Marry me.

June Carter: All right.

Johnny Cash: Yeah?

A Fight for Life

Children in Africa are dying. There families are dying. Many are orphaned by AIDS everyday, and most of them are HIV positive themselves. Children are forced to grow up at such young ages just to get by and to watch their younger siblings. We sit around complaining about the things we WANT, when they don't have half of what they NEED. We are selfish people living in a selfish nation.

Those children need food, and clothes, and love...but most of all they need God.

God has called me to help in larger ways than he may have called you. But you can still help. The next time you're sitting around enjoying everything God has blessed you with....pray. People talk about sending money...and that's great if you feel led to do so. But what is the purpose of anything if they don't have God or if it's done without God? Pray for them... and pray for missionaries...like I hope to be someday.

Everyday I wake up...somedays I'm joyful...and others I think I have it so so bad because I didn't get what I wanted.

But everyday millions of kids wake up...and they fight for survival.

Everyday is a fight for life.

Pray...please.

-Bailey

just so you know....

Everyone has a has a fantasy. And mine is to love like Edward and Bella....whose love was "Enough for Forever."

:)lesson

I am totally teaching in two weeks. I can't wait. I think that my personal experiences make good lessons, and this time I am teaching on finding God and listening to him even when you feel like there is nothing left to live for. I think that this is a good topic. Lately I have had such mixed feelings about life and I have been going through it without God. It has been miserable. Sometimes I'm thinking "hurry up God i'm done here," and others I'm thinking "well, maybe not." the thing is.....I'm not. God has a plan for my life that he has made clear...so clear that I just can't deny it...and I know that I can't do this without him. I'm terrified. I know that where he wants me is anywhere and everywhere. That involves me leaving people and things that I love....like the place I grew up, and the people that helped me get where I am today. That scares me, but I have to listen. I want to help people and I want to teach people about the one God that has made me the person I am today.

Trying...

I am trying to not let this get to me....

People are so cruel sometimes with absolutely no right. It's funny how things you know aren't true....still get to you just because someone else said it.

I try not to let the world and the people in it get to me....but they do.

Pray for me...please.

-Bailey

LISTEN!!!

to all of my songs.

I believe...

You hold my every moment

You calm my raging seas

You walk with me through fire

And heal all my disease

I trust in You

I trust in You

I believe You're my Healer

I believe You are all I need

I believe You're my Portion

I believe You're more than enough for me

Jesus You're all I need

Nothing is impossible for You

Nothing is impossible for You

Nothing is impossible for You

You hold my world in Your hands

Greatest Friend Ever...

It was on my mind tonight that I have the bestest friends ever. The other night I was really upset and my bestie (ole--left) played with my hair while I layed across her and cried. When you stop to think about the things God has placed in your life...it is simply amazing. She has been there for me even when I was stupid and wasn't there for her. She is simply amazing and I don't know what I would do without her.

**MY POINT**

Don't overlook what God has given you...little or big. And always be thankful for the blessings he places in your life

LOVE YOU OLE!!!

-Bailey

Leaving it to him...

God has put me in a situation where I have to trust him. It's hard, but he has shown me that what I want is also what he wants just not for this moment. It's hard for me because I am very impatient, but I know that being patient could pay off in the long run. So I'm going to live my life happily and wait.

Also I think that I am teaching the youth again soon and am torn between subjects so please pray that God show me the right lesson to teach.

Also pray for me as I make the decision to give next summer up with my friends and family to be a summer missionary far from home.

I hope that I will be in your prayers

-love you guys,

Bailey